I thought about the subject a lot while I was stick the past 2 weeks. Its been the core of how Jesus has been working in my heart recently. Today in my Bible reading I came across a verse.
"But watch thou in all things, endure afflictions,
do the work of an evangelist,
make full proof of thy ministry."
2Timothy 4:5
Questions started echoing in my mind.
~Whats my ministry?
~ Where is my ministry?
To whom am I ministering?
Where should I be?
God do you want me to go on a missions trip?
as I sat and pondered some things- I started to recall a conversation that I had with my dad quite awhile ago. The words of a book I recently read drifted into my thoughts. Parts of a verse formed in my mind. All answeres to my own questions.
my Daddy has so much insight and wisdome! a few months ago, I was sitting in the dinning room talking with my dad about this very subject. (more correctly my dad was guiding me and giving me counsel!) but I still recall the message of his words. His wisdome brought me to realize
ministry is right here!
I want to go on a missions trip, I want to go be apart of a ranch in OR. that ministers to hurting kids... nothing wrong with that... maybe someday I will get the chance to! but my dad pointed out to me - that there are hurting kids right here in small town NE! sure im in the cornfeilds... but Ministering is having a personal relationship with the individual! even though its all great... but I really dont have to go across the world/country to reach out to kids and people. the fact is they are right here- I know them, I know that they are hurting, struggling. and I know that they need Jesus.
the answer to my question about "what IS my ministry?" -
my ministry is Luke 4:18.
my ministry is to stand up and fight for the cause of Christ
my ministry is to bring hope to those that have none
to encourage those that are falling
to share the gosple
to light MY world
"The Spirit of the Lord is upon me, because he hat anointed me to
preach the gospel to the poor
he hath sent me to heal the broken-hearted,
to preach deliverance to teh captives,
and recovering of sight to the blind,
to set at liberty them that are bruised,
YOU can make a difference for Christ exactly where God has put you. weather your in small town USA, the middle of a bean patch, or some big city -doesnt matter. God has you where he has you for a reason. Im so thankful for the place where I am,
Im so thankful for how God is changing me
I want to BE more, I want to DO more. how could we possible say.... "iv done enough for God" we cant.
I WANT TO DO THE IMPOSSIBLE.
Fear thou not; for I am with thee: be not dismayed; for I am thy God
I will strengthen Thee; yea
I will help thee; yea
I will uphold thee with the right hand of my rightesouness.